is just THEM

DOGGIESS?!

Yup, I love doggies much and of cause I love all of my dogs. Although two of them were already a past tense its means they left me…
Let the story begin…Well, when I stayed from a flat shift to a double-story house and all after my granddad had passed away, cause of loneliness, then started to rear my first dog in my life, that is in year 2oo6. It is a black MINI PINCHIERE.

One day, I was just about leaving the house off to the shop to get something, then Cassy showing his pitiful face because he don’t want to be alone at home. So I took him out from the cage and let him to be at the car compound. The moment I came back, I would not want to accept the truth that I won’t gonna be seeing Cassy anymore. And ya, he was LOST! Cause of my fault…how can I done this mistake by sympathized him and left him alone outside….my brain gone blank that moment, am so worried n tears keep dropping out from my eyes, i was going around the housing area like a mad person searching for him.
“I don’t want to lose him” inside my heart said...

After minutes and minutes, hours and hours passed by… I still can’t find him. So I knew that…. Cassy had been stolen by idiot strangers! Oh god, I was freaking sad that moment…He was not longer with me now and forever. ):

Kidnapped by people, he just disappear like that..
Can’t get to hear him anymore…

Few days passed by….

My moods were just emo and emo, how can I get out from this very SAD days? What I’ve remembered, during the weekend, my parents took me to the pet shop to get another new member of the house. Firstly I stepped into the pet shop, I saw a HIM. A HIM that much more active than the others dog and barking non-stop inside the cage, I was totally attracted by HIM because he looks same alike my previous dog - Cassy. Get more about his details from the dog seller,

HE is also a MINI PINCHIERE,
But is brown in colour,
Was still a puppy that time
after me and my parent’s discussion, at last we decided to bring him home with us. And yup, he is part of our family (: what a name I should put for him? About the past, I was still sad about it and can’t even forget so once again I named this HIM into CASSY.

When he was a puppy, kinda naughty
^^

Give me five! Good boy x)

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 We’ve been living together for about two years, and then suddenly one day, his body got weak so we bring him to the veterinary. We got a damn bad news about what he was suffering, is a kidney affection problem.

Finally on 16 of January 2oo9, he got to leave us and shift to heaven. God, why all this have to be happen? I love his so much, but now you are taking him away from me? How hard am I to continue my life without him by my side, who gonna hear what my heart feelings now? At evening, I want to take him for a walk, feed him, bath him, give him treats and ordered him to sit, stand, give me five, up, down etc…
I can’t do many things anymore that related to him, I really do miss him. Until now, I’m typing this post and still can’t control my tears not to drop down…
Can I know how he is now in heaven? Is he fine? Is he happy? Is he married? Is he going well with his own family? Many and many question I wanted to ask you Cassy… do you still remember who I am? I’m fxxking missing you every each day. Every time I walked to the kitchen, your picture was hanging in front of it. Every time my eyes will just focus on your pictures, flash back into time us being together.
Do come back visit me if you can, tell me how are u going on now, touch my hand and ask for treats, bark at me once more, I misses your barking, is already one year and forty three days I didn’t hear your barking sound…Cassy, do you heard? Promise me all above that ok?

Took this when he was ill…

Now, this is the only naughty and stubborn one living with us~ Mischievous, Coward, rascal and cute. Yes! This is how I describe him x)
Casper, the cutie dog